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Wonderful Life

Posted by Pascalle on October 27, 2018 in Uncategorized |

I’m someone who always keeps looking at the world around me and right now it feels like it’s both on fire and in shambles. So much going on and so little progressive thinking by our political world leaders. It makes me a special kind of sad.
Than on the other hand I have my personal life, which has been pretty amazing. I have absolutely nothing to complain about. I have work that I like. It makes me happy and pays the bills and I have enough to spare to do all these wonderful other things. Larp weekends, travel, visiting friends and concerts.
Even though my new house still isn’t finished; my guestroom doesn’t have floorcovering yet, which means I still can’t put my wardrobe together which is slightly annoying but not more than that really; I love it. It feels wonderful coming home. I love keeping the place nice and tidy downstairs, my kitchen is clean and structured. My couch is amazing and yesterday for the first time I spend an hour just relaxing doing nothing while listening to classical music. Sure the change of weather is affecting me, but not as much as in the past. I’m happy I took the step to go for medication, it was the last bit towards getting a life in the best way possible with everything my mind throws at me.

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Creative Juices (I remember – Part I )

Posted by Pascalle on July 30, 2018 in Uncategorized |

A little background story for my OldTown character OK-Google. It’s been a while since I felt inspired to write. Enjoy! I remember (Part 1) I remember a time before the bombs fell. I remember a garden, a plastic swimmingpool, a sister. I remember my parents laughing as we were playing in the water. I was […]

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So what’s up with your body?

Posted by Pascalle on May 15, 2018 in Uncategorized |

I have actually contemplated for a while if I would write this post. Sometimes it feels like when you talk about it or write it down it becomes real and up to that point you can try to ignore it. I have the tendency of pushing myself physically all the time. There’s a reason for […]

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Warm blanket

Posted by Pascalle on January 3, 2018 in Uncategorized |

So christmas was a bit rougher than I had wanted and it inspired me to think about what was going on and how it effects me. Why was I feeling that way and how could I make it better. I’m a very active person. At times I don’t realise this but it’s true, especially when […]

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2017 – a year in review

Posted by Pascalle on December 29, 2017 in Uncategorized |

And what a year it was. After the long road of getting to know myself and learning to deal with all the stuff in my head, shaping my body in a more fit vehicle for my brain it was time to make a few new steps. First and most important was getting off welfare in […]

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Medication

Posted by Pascalle on December 19, 2017 in Uncategorized |

About a week ago I went to the pharmacy and got my pills. It’s a very light dose of anti-depressants and also works against anxiety and OCD called Escitalopram. Usually the start dose is 10mg but I’m on 5mg a day. After about 10 days I should be able to feel some changes the papers […]

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Depression

Posted by Pascalle on December 13, 2017 in Uncategorized |

There has been stuff going through my mind that I would like to write down here. It just kept going on and on but not crystalising into a post. The last few weeks feel like that while I slowly felt my emotions starting to get the better of me. My first conclusion last night, was […]

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How to give up control

Posted by Pascalle on November 21, 2017 in Uncategorized |

It’s no secret that I’m an incredible controlfreak. I always feel that when I do something myself I know it’ll be up to my standards (which are often ludicrously high due to being a perfectionist) or more easily described as “done right”. But it’s not only in those cases where I hold on to my […]

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Goals

Posted by Pascalle on November 5, 2017 in Uncategorized |

So back from the trip to Gambia. I had a lot of time to think about some stuff. Besides this, i’ve been lucky to be included in a group for Old Town larp which will motivate me to do more with my creative side. So I set a few goals for myself between now and […]

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Touch

Posted by Pascalle on October 19, 2017 in Uncategorized |

Sometimes, it takes quite some time to come to a realisation about yourself. One of the first signs in this one i had in Berlin, where we did an excersize about touching and trust before a larp. Shaking hands went fine. Touching shoulders was fine. Some touched my lower arms. It came to a point […]

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