So.. i was nervous, tense and what the more. I almost forgot to make my lunch. Got on my bike and cycled to teh building i would have my training at. Too many traffic lights, all red off course. I arrived there 5 minutes late (but still 10 minutes early) (you figure that one out [...]

Today is the first day of my new job. 3 weeks of training, than the real work starts. I have been nervous and anxious most of the week, not being able to do much constructive. Almost a year of being jobless comes to an end. I’m ready to go for it, but also pretty scared. [...]

I have so much to do today.. but.. it feels good in a way. I went to teh CWI (the agency that helps with the social security) and renewed my “subscription”. I need this to get my last social security money. For some silly reason i had been looking up to doing this for a [...]

I got a job! jan 31 will be my first day at kpn telecom in zwijndrecht, business market First 5 weeks of training, than work Needless to say i’m kinda happy.

Yesterday i actively started looking for a job again. I went to 9 agencies to register. 7 of them turned me down but kept my CV, 2 of them made an appointment for registration. I just got back from my first appointment and even though they don’t have work for me at the moment, the [...]

why the fucking hell am i up at frigging 3.30 in the morning! I’m awake coz i can’t sleep from the pain of the fucking hemmeroids. You have NO fucking idea how much it hurts. Imagine someone driving a hot nail up your ass.. over and over and fucking over again! I WANNA TO GO [...]