All in all i have been doing a lot of thinking lately. Well, not even just lately. But in core that seems to be my problem. Lots of thinking but no action following out of that. Everything goes on in my mind, all the ideas, all the things i could do, but no action follows. [...]

Sometimes, i’m wondering that myself. What the frell am i doing? I’m just lumbering through life at the moment. Going from one work day to another. The work is ok. I’m glad for the money that pays some (still long overdue) bills. But a part of me wants more. It always wants more. Not more [...]

So, how am i doing? The honest answer would be “So so”. The finances are looking up, but I can’t say that i feel overly joyous at the moment. Maybe it’s just some winterblues that’s kicking in, i don’t know. I don’t feel productive, i don’t feel creative. I just kinda feel empty at the [...]