Most of the time when i don’t write much, i don’t feel too well. So looking back at how often i wrote in the last few weeks you can draw a conclusion. However… This time it’s not the case. I was working on the terrain of Elf Fantasy fair, starting last week monday. Slept there [...]

I’m both scared and excited. My bag is packed. I didn’t want to wait till the last minute, afraid i would forget something. First leg is only 2 nights, i see it as getting used to, than 2 nights at home, than 5 nights away. I feel a bit of anxiety, but not too much. [...]

More and more i’m coming to terms with the person that i am. With my abilities, my weaknesses, the whole package. The outer shell which is not really that important, other than that it needs to be healthy and sustain my brain and carry me places. Oh, and do my observing of the world for [...]

I saw this on the blog of a friend. I watched it.. you should watch it.. al 19 minutes of it. It touched me very deep inside.

Day 50 already. IT’s going quite fast. Days seem to fly by as if they’re hours when you’re not looking. I started 50 days ago on 111.4 kg (245 lbs). Today, after some ups and downs, i’m at 105.3 kg (231.6 lbs). Doing some quick math this means that in 50 days i lost 6 [...]