Posted by Pascalle on April 27, 2004 in Uncategorized |

Looking at my old entries is amusing and also uplifting i can say. I read about the period when i started to lose weight. How determined i was to make it work. It puts a smile on my face. In another way it doesn’t, because over one year time, i gained all that weight that i lost again.
But seeing that i _CAN_ be this determined, why can’t i be like that again?
I know there is one thing that i need to do. Quit the candy.
I know i eat it to feel better, but with teh weight it makes me gain.. in the long run in feel worse (duh)
The thing is.. my body is used to the sugar at the moment and WANTS the sugar. I can feel the craving and it sucks.
I wonder if i will be strong enough to say “fuck it, i’m going to lose it again”
I just sit here and sigh because i don’t know if i can do it. If i want to do it. I want to.. but when push comes to shove.. i don’t do it. grrrrr.. am i still making sense?
i need to get showered and get ready to go to my parents.. it’s my mommies b-day!!

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