I can’t imagine that i have been a girl with her own chaos realm.
An episode of Oprah from yesterday and last week got me thinking of some stuff in the past. I used to be so incredibly messy.. and a “hoarder” as they called it there, that i had stuff all over my house.
I think that it started to change when i got in my 30’s. I got more and more trash out of my house. Stuff that i looked at, pondered about and decided… “haven’t touched it in over … years, Out you go!”
I have gotten rid of furniture, trash, stuff and more stuff. I got a backroom again, a study (which accidently is still the most messy room in the house), and if a friend or my parents tell me they want to come over, all i need to do is do a quick vacume becuase of the cat hairs, but other than that my house is nice.
It makes me feel at home. It makes me feel calm. There are still things i need to sort out and throw away, but it’s not that much anymore. Sorting helps.
So now with this incredible weather, i did some cleaning up in the backroom. Stuff that i had told myself to get rid of some time ago. Is gone. Room is neat, vacumed, mopped.
My house smells of artificial lavender.
I have one more financial thing to sort out, or actually, i have started with it and am waiting for conformation.
And than my only worries are… “OMG i need to make the flags for the Moots”, picking up my bike and repairing a flat tire, designing a nifty armour for myself.
And oh.. probably after tomorrow.. finding another job. But in the big scheme of things (and after the talk i had with my re-integration officer yesterday) it looks a lot less like a problem than it did before.
And on a totally different note: my weight went down to 103.5 (227.7 lbs) which means i have lost 7.5 kilos so far. Go Me!