[2001-03-24] – [05:08 p.m.]
I’m cool.. i’m calm. I called my parents and off course it turned out that they had picked up the heater before i went to Australia. I’m really getting demented. I actually worry about it some times. I keep forgetting thigns. Important things. It scares me some times.
What scared me as well is the fact that i could get so angry about this. It only proved to me how bad the situation with Wander had gotten. He still manages to completely upset me, even though he didn’t do a thing. This is bad. I have to learn to chill, take a deep breath and not worry about it.
We finally got Becka’s package today. It was big! The presents were really nice. We had her on the phone when we opened the package. I’m actually wearing the teddy now (ehm.. shorts and a shirt that you put on when getting out of bed). I have to dive into the basement with val some time to see what we still have there. I think there are actually some things in there that we can put to good use.
Going to shower now.