I had a long.. oh well.. not _so_ long talk with esther. About what she did.. and.. ehm.. well.. stuff.
And suddenly i broke down.
I know i care too much at times. I got angry. I can’t help but have the feeling that she’s going to be hurt. And i’ll be damned if i’m going to let it happen.. or.. go on.
I’m also worried about Helen.. but hopefully some of that can be straightened out tomorrow.
And i’m worried about edwin, who seems to just go by his usual business.
Sometimes it’s just too much.
So.. than i get sick. LIke now.
And there isn’t much that i can do. Just.. try and let it go.. like i am now.. some of it came out.. and that’s relieving.
I got some painkillers, stuff for my throat.. and like hell.. i’m going back to work tomorrow.
Esther didn’t have much to do for school, so we watched a movie together (hackers 2).
We first went for a quick stroll to the supermarket for some chocolate. We could both use some.
I hope that all this stuff will be over soon.. or i’ll weight as much again as last year from all the stressed eating.